Something a little different this week. I wrote an early version of this eight years ago and posted it on my website. I thought it might be useful if I repost for readers of Writing a Better World, where it might more easily be read, found and shared. I’ve enlarged and improved on it a little. And corrected those humiliating typos I have only just spotted :-)
The creative process is left out of most creative writing teaching. I’ve been teaching “process” for 25+ years, and I thought it would be helpful to share what I have learned here (and what I teach) in a handy, easy-to-link-to format. Some of this only applies to writing. But some of it applies to all kinds of creation.
The process of writing is really two processes
The creative process is actually two separate processes: creation and criticism (editing). The biggest mistake an aspiring writer can make is trying to create and critique at the same time. Example: a sentence comes into your head, and instead of writing it down, you start judging it, deciding if it’s worthy of even being recorded. You decide that it isn’t, and discard it. You’ve just said No to inspiration. How would you feel if you gave someone a gift and they rejected it, saying That’s not a very good gift? Would you run to get them another?
Never create and edit at the same time. Say yes to any ideas that come: record them before you consider their value. Create freely, without judgement, and get a whole load of stuff down (on paper, on screen) until you run out of steam. Only when you have a whole heap of creation on the page should you switch into your critical, editing head and decide what to keep.
Useful Analogy One: The Clay
If a potter wants to make a pot, they need a big lump of clay. They can go and get this from a supplier (or dig it from a river bed). They put a formless lump of it on their wheel and start turning, shaping it as they go. They might have a rough idea of the shape they are after, but they also let inspiration guide them as they work, moulding it and watching what happens. A writer has to make their own clay, and if you want to make life easier for yourself, accept however it comes. It’s fine to get your words down in a formless lump. You can edit them later – turning the wheel, moulding the shape – but make the clay first.
Separate creative and critical
Your creative self says YES, allows, loves, flows, dances with ideas, and goes a little crazy. Imagine a four-year-old dancing, dressed up in wellingtons and a fairy costume, making up an extravagant and nonsensical story and building a castle out of yoghurt pots. That’s your creative self. Your critical self is like a strict, no-nonsense teacher. Never let that part of you in the room when the four-year-old is dancing. Otherwise, you’ll get: What’s this nonsense? What’s the tiara doing on the cat? Stop this right now! And clear up this mess! The critical self sees a mess, not a magical castle. And creates a 4-year-old who decides dancing is dangerous and vows never to make up another story again.
So don’t let your critical self stomp on your creative self. Compartmentalise. Never give them headroom at the same time. Doing a few minutes of freewriting every day is the best way of training yourself for this separation. Even now, after years of practice, I still feel myself trying to reject words and sentences when I am writing: I feel myself hesitate and wonder if they are good enough, and I have to tell myself gently, Allow. Allow is the magic word. Because:
‘Flow’ is a state of allowing
All writers, musicians, artists, sportspeople, scientists, hell, anyone skilled at their passion knows what it is to be in a state of flow and what flow allows: in short, genius. That unbelievable goal, that breathtaking symphony, that astonishing poem – every single one of those genius moments was created by an ordinary human being in a state of flow. Our most revered cultural icons, from Austen to Einstein, from Pele to Fonteyn, are all people whose greatest skill was their ability to get into and stay in, a state of flow.
The concept of flow was first named by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi. But long before it was named, it was known. Writers and artists across the centuries have described the flow-state as inspiration and personified it as The Muse. It is a state of pure and unconscious (and unselfconscious) energy flowing through you. There is no thinking involved. It is effortless. It is not something that your conscious mind could cog and chuff into being. Indeed, if brought in during the process, the thinking part of you will mess it up. You may have experienced this: you suddenly become conscious of doing something amazingly well, and the minute you do, you mess it up. Think crucial penalty kick, missed.
You cannot ‘try’ to get into the flow state; trying is the opposite of flow. You must simply allow what comes to come and keep saying ‘yes’ until what comes is amazing.
Useful Analogy Two: The Tap
Say you haven’t written for a while, or ever. It’s like moving into an abandoned house. You want to have a bath, but when you turn on the tap (faucet, my American friends), nothing comes out at first. And then it splutters because there’s air trapped in the pipes. It comes in fits and starts. But then the air works its way out, and the water starts flowing, but it’s brown. The unused pipes rusted, and now the water looks like something you wouldn’t want to touch. A lot of people, when they see the ‘rusty water’ writing coming out of them, give up at this stage. But the truth is, when it comes to writing, everyone is connected to the mains. You’ve just got to keep that tap turned on and let the water – the words – keep flowing. Because eventually, the water runs clear, and then the boiler kicks in, and it starts to heat up, too. And now it’s worth keeping – finally, you stick the plug in, and let the bath fill.
The bath (both container and water) is your article, essay, poem, short story, memoir or novel. But you are the tap. The creation flows through you.
Through you, not by you
Mystic poet William Blake knew this fundamental truth about the creative process when he said of his works: “Tho’ I call them Mine, I know they are not Mine.”
When you start out as a creator, you are generating the work yourself. You are trying to make things happen. Often, you will try too hard: the work will be stiff, mannered, and lifeless. An undeveloped fiction writer manipulates their characters like puppets. They have to because the characters are wooden; they have no life of their own. In my twenties, listening to writers talking about their work, I became intrigued by this recurring theme: the characters come alive, they would say. They just do things and say things, and I just write them down. This had never happened to me. I was a puppeteer.
And then it did. And everything changed.
The same was true for
:There’s a little thing in my head, sort of at the base of my skull, a kind of voice generator. As I’m trying to write something, I can feel it kick in, and in my head there’s a sound, there’s an accent, there’s a pace. Whatever this thing is, it’s the same thing you use in improv—something I used to goof around with. It's that same thing: You throw a switch, and suddenly you're “doing” somebody. I use that all the time in writing. In fact, that was a big breakthrough for me—when I finally let that thing, whatever it is, come to the table.
When you have developed this skill, it becomes increasingly easy to enter a state of flow. The characters become real in your head, doing and saying things that surprise you. Or if it’s non-fiction you’re writing, the words start flowing, and ideas and themes arise and link together seamlessly. Your job is to allow what comes, and to transcribe it into your medium: for a writer, words. Consider writing as an act of listening. Listening to the words that arrive in your head and allowing them; allowing the next words, and the next. In essence, your job is to take dictation (as I describe here).
From where? Why, the collective unconscious. Or the Zeitgeist. From mass consciousness, and from the edges and eddies of it too. From your inner being: that still small voice. Where do you get your ideas?, that evergreen question posed to writers at Q&As, is only groan-worthy because there is no sensible answer. Everywhere. Nowhere. They just come. And that’s the point, surely. We don’t get our ideas. They come to us. They come whenever we are in a state of allowing/receiving/flow.
This is accidentally achieved in the shower, on the train, washing up, or walking the dog: whenever the mind falls into a kind of receptive emptiness. It can also be deliberately induced by drugs and alcohol (not recommended, but traditional for writers) or by dreaming and meditation. Or simply through the act of writing, writing anything, with love and without judgement. The simplest way for any writer to get into a state of flow is, in the words of Natalie Goldberg: “Just write, just write, just write.”
This brings us to my ‘top tip’ exercise and my third creative writing analogy: the compost bin. It’s like the tap, but earthier.
Useful Analogy Three: The Compost Bin
Think of your mind as a compost bin. On the surface: potato peelings, eggshells and teabags. That’s the news, scrolling on social media, that thing your friend said to you at the bus stop. Some days, when you start writing, it will be like going into a compost bin from the top. All that comes out is scraps: eggshells and teabags. But don’t give up. Keep going. Below this level, the dross level, things have broken down a bit. So keep going. Dig out more and more. Eventually, you’ll get to the stuff that’s been there a while, composting away, all mixed up and organic. It’s juicy and dark. Don’t be scared of it. It’s potent. It can grow stuff. Bring out a few spades of it, expose it to daylight, and put a seed in it. Then leave it, and see what happens.
Useful ‘Flow’ Exercise: Freewriting
I’ve been using this one forever. Or since I read Peter Elbow’s Writing Without Teachers (I was 21; feels like forever). If you’ve been to a few creative writing workshops, you’ll know it too. Set a timer for 5 or 10 minutes. Start the timer and start writing, as fast as you can. Write without stopping, without judgement, without crossing out, without correcting your grammar or spelling, without really caring if you are writing in “proper” sentences. (Though you should be writing forward in a flow to the edge of the page, in free-flowing sentence-type things, not doing some kind of word association down the page).
You are trying to get ahead of your ‘thinking’ self; the conscious bit. The aim is not to think of what to write, but to write what you’re thinking.
Remembering that your ‘thinking’ doesn't have to be an active process. You don’t have to make it happen. It just happens. Words arrive in your head no matter what. Just write them down. Keep up with them.
You want to write so fast that you cannot possibly plan what comes next, you have to write what occurs. You are trying to get a direct line between your head and your writing hand/fingers. So that whatever words are in your head end up on the page. If you’re thinking, Oh dear, I don’t know what to write! then that’s what you write ‘Oh dear, I don’t know what to write!’ and keep going from there, transcribing whatever’s in your head directly.
It doesn’t matter what you write. Give yourself permission to write absolute rubbish. Sometimes it is nothing but rubbish. Sometimes something usable is buried in it (but don’t stop to check in the middle of the process; write until the timer goes). It doesn’t matter. You are turning the tap on, and keeping it on. You are getting past the eggshells and teabags, and towards the compost. And maybe in that compost, a seed can grow.
It can feel a bit like jumping out of plane without a parachute. You fall and fall, and then, like a miracle, you suddenly realise that you can fly.
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Post-it Notes
Ha! I missed updating you last week, sorry. Running up against the wire. So in the last fortnight I have:
Finished my major edits/rewrite of the female pirate novel and sent it to my agent
Started Marking Month: reading and writing reports on 25 x 6,000-word portfolios for my first and second year creative writing undergrads
Planted out my petunias (thus starts the localised snail war, or shall we call it “snail rehoming campaign”)
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Ros, so cool! I have noticed a lot of those things in myself when I write and draw but did not have a framework for naming and managing them, just a sort of intuitive feeling. Thank you for sharing - I now have some tools to understand what I am doing better which I am sure will save time as I just allow myself to be in one mode or another!
I'm saving this post to refer to in the future. So many amazing words of wisdom for us to keep in mind. Thank you